... What is this? Where are you?..
Telephone no signs of life. It's raining outside. Tears on my face. Dark. Cold. As the body shiver. Loneliness ... God, I do not like
loneliness! The candle had burned down, cooled down dinner for a long time. You are absent. Where are you?
After yesterday we agreed that tonight will spend together.
You wanted to talk to me about something serious. About what? Surely our relationship. Of course! For other topics, we talk very rarely.
You said that there is no love ... "I do not love it! And love, which grew into a habit, in the bad habit!". This phrase is still spinning in my head. Why? Is love a bad thing? You always remind me that it is - wrong love, and that love should not be ... Damn! The moral rules ... But who came up with all this nonsense ?! It is matter what sex a person? Does it matter when you love? But you never answered these questions, but simply closed her eyes and sighed heavily.
I light a cigarette. Well, I thought again ... Do you remember how great all began? It was a warm day in July. We just met ... Hmm ... And just a couple of hours of communication I have offered to meet you. Now something you know that spontaneously from nothing happens to me. And then it was that way.
You agreed. And only a year later, he told me about why it did. "It is better to be with someone than to be one. I just agreed. I did not think that our relationship is so long drawn out ...". It is sad. You never loved me, right?
In a phone call interrupts thoughts. He calls some girl, sixteen, no more. Interested in where you are, and as soon as you approach ... It's funny. Even she has lost you. And who is she? Although ... Now, perhaps it is not my business, and I do not need to go into your life. But why? Is it possible to stop just like that all ?! Page Not because, in the end! Just do not weed out of life !!
You know, I had a good girl, who loved me, and I ... I've never lacked for a long time. As soon as I felt that the relationship begins to move to more serious - left. They say that in some ways to understand a person, need to be in his situation. I have always known that, but somehow it did not fall in the chance of someone else "skin" go ... And now ... I'm sorry ... I really fell in love with thee. Ready to give everything just for you to be close, to see your wonderful smile, hear your sweet voice quiet but .... Obviously, you have all decided for us both ...
A strange state. No pain, no offense, there is nothing ...
Really I realize that we will never be together ...
Dawn ... Raindrops slowly crawling on the glass. Rain ends, and in my heart remains a void and loneliness ...